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Chapter 5 - Brighter Days
 

Brighter Days

It hurts, the pain, my tears fall like rain, all this love inside, hidden with hatred and pride, in a dimly lit room you strip me of my fears, I let my clothes fall to the floor, willingly I let you enter me, you see s sparkle across the room, it's nothing much - a diamond, just a rock - a chip of glass, hurt you it may but your drawn to it anyway -  you leave me and in one brief second in time, so swiftly it flew from me, my life is gone, you took it all, distorted figures, so loud and vicious, they feast on my remains, laughing at the tears on my face, at least I left them with a bitter taste.


To My Love

He calls for me
make him go
he'll hurt me so
still a stranger is he
a stranger to me
but I just know
I can tell by the soft tone he uses
he calls to me please make him leave
he'll only hurt me
there's another one
my one and only
he's my one true love
that who I could never leave
that whom i shall always love
but he is gone
why has he left me
if one so good
my angle who would never with me to cry
the one who would rather die then cause a tear to form in my eye
could hurt me so greatly
could leave, with such a pathetic apology
and only a lover from another time
the roses first - favorite - century
then who is he to me
I just know given the chance
this man would hurt me
maybe if I went back to that distant land...


Cold and Lonely

Blue heart
burned heart
I turn to you
you look back
"what was that?"
"Just another colnlonlyheart"
"no need to care"
you just stare
All he had to say,
he just sat there
"Colnlonlyheart calls fro me"
Silence stirs
not a soul fallows
heart beware
danger has a come hither stare
"poor lonely soul come, I will comfort thee"
Silence stirs
Sadness-grief wakes
Bitter is my sleep
Dark frightening dream
"COME WITH ME!!"
the rhythm beats
hard, strong, ferice love
"you will break my dead sprit sir"
"Not sir-Sire"
Now call you master?"
"only for thee"
"My love...Sire...darling please just leave"


Romeo in the Shadow

Cold, bitter-sweet enchants me, hold me close, dance with me, sad long face never leave, pale touch embraces me, cold eyes hold, pull me near, fill me with fear, flood me with passion and break me with desire, cold dark night come to me!


Praying Mantis

My fears, my fears, why does darkness draw me near, wanting me only when I'm weak, believe me, don't leave! I can't be trusted, just calm me with sharpened steel, it's cold but blood will warm it...yours not mine...you took too long you, fool your blind!


Today I died

You suck because
you made me love you
You suck because
I thought you cared
You suck because
I just can't hate you
You suck because
you made me feel special
You suck because
you lied to me
You suck because
you hade your friends hurt me
You suck because
you made me smile
You suck because
I can't trust you
But moslty you suck because
in a way I can't help but still love you!


Embraces from the past

Embraces from the past
never thinking
but always hoping
this molment would last
Kisses me tenderly
holding me in arms of lace
thoughts of silk
loves sweet embrace
Holding me forever-
and a day
like fallen glass
kiss from the past,
Hits of water
sliding blad
though my heart...
goes the stake
Drive me down
in silence I drown.....
then the touch
he's there - my love -
Leather around my throat
hands holding me down,
whips beating me to the ground
The screams of night
now rearly sound;
tears of pain turn to joy
The thought of him
brought daylight in...