Chapter
6 - What You Want
What you want
Pieces of you,
pieces of me,
hide the broken
bits,
sweep me under your
rug,
tell me what you
want,
what you expect
of me,
pick up the pretty
pieces....
pieces of you,
pieces of me,
careful not to bleed,
mold them to what
you want to see,
now look,
don't you see?
It's me.
Confusion
do you think that
made you special
do you think that
made me care
did you think it
would happen
did you think it
would mean something
do you think I loved
you
do you think I do
did you think I
ever would
did you think I
cared about you
do you think your
important
do you think I'm
God
did you think I
was an angle of mercy
did you think I'd
never leave you
do you think I'll
come back do you think you'll even want me
did you think you
really did
did you even care!?
Evening Lark(good
night little children)
Mama's pride and
daddy's joy
love of life, all
destroyed
complete but all
undone
broken melody and
still singing
pale moons and shadows
washing over me
little ones; children,
trapped in the dark
as we return; dark
evening bird
hold me with your
grace, take us to a better place.
Love I Tried
love forgive me
love don't go
love just hold me
love I need you
so
love you shunned
me
love you lied
love you deceived
me
love I tried
love don't leave
me
love I need you
so
love just hold me
and never let me
go!
Angle
From the heavens
you came down to me
Never before have
I known with one glance you made me laugh,
you made me cry,
you made me love, you made me feel,
Radiant beams around
you, you came over and talked to me,
you knew what I
was feeling and I thought you had used it against me,
no one ever cared
it wasn't believable not with everyone there
I had all I wanted
and it was you....to blind to see; what if you really did care for
me?
So I hold you in
my heart forever and as my love for you grows
so do the tears
and the pain
If I could do it
over again I might take the chance but most likely do it all the same.
Order Of Operation
I do not trust,
so I stay clear
of danger
I can't bare the
pain,
so I never change
I avoid the risks,
I have reason and
I am stable but my world is fading
slowly I dye, bit
by bit and all you see is my insanity;
The bells called
and I fell deep into a darkened pit
Where many midgets
beat and raped me of my dignity,
everything's changed
and nothing makes sense
please deliver...me
the pain is much to great!
Good-bye Love
He holds me closely
He holds me near
Always telling me
That I have nothing
to fear
He kisses me softly
on my cheek
Then he whispers
that I am beautiful
He can always make
me smile
Once hatred consumed
me
But his love renewed
me
He touches my cheek
And slip from my
grasp
Looks at me long
distant
but close
and ever so warm
says goodnight and
good-bye
Then he is gone
Who and Why???
How does such strength
fade so fast
and become so weak?
How can light be
dark
and what's so black
be so white?
The lines were drawn,
the words were written
and all signatures were given!
But it changed;
all in a day,
now up is down and
left is right!
Why? Why me? Why?
Why me? Why you? Why us too?
I was content to
be two!
Then again I never
knew you!
What do I feel and
for WHO???
Grief and pain;
all my sorrow
where have you gone?
Why is this angel
by my side?
Oh God, can I have
him?
And is he even mine?
Why...how can he
be so kind
I haven't the strength
nor the will power
to be one-tenth as good...
as this angle by
my side! |
