Chapter
7 - Our Parting
All I Love
Why do I try?
Why do I even bother?
Why waste my time?
How can I go when
I feel the need to stay?
Why is it so hard
for them to comprehend?
I feel as if my
life is soon to end!
Clawed from beneath...
and from above...
Just to protect
all I love!
Our Parting
Is it really all
that easy and hard to leave?
Something so long
and short
So strong and still
so weak
So good and yet
so bad
Still so complex
and in the same still so simple
Somewhat like a
sedated wind passing through
It does not pain
But with it's sweet
relief -
our parting does
hurt me so!
Lies
See their lies,
That's all I hear,
That's all they
tell me.
Word is given,
Word is broken.
Hearts are given,
Sometimes stolen
-
Like moments in
time
but so often they
are broken and left behind
I have only loss
No love for me
It's all lies
Plain and simple
tretoury
There is no love
for me!
I have been where
the grass is green -
and long for where
is would always die
And there was no
love for me!
Blank faces in a
crowd
I'm just like them
I scream aloud,
They extend no hand
or heart
There ws no love
for me
But then again I
was screaming to defend ears,
With the voice of
a child;
Falsehoods me forth,
Poisson the only
food in my dish,
I ate as though
I'd a feast of wonders before me!
- starving children
in the street,
dead babies calling
for me;
Mother is all I
want to be,
never will such
wide eyes search for me-
There will be no
love for me
Sad and alone I
will always be
Cold, sad, and empty
I watch women breast
feed,
no man to hold my
hand,
does he still dream
of me?
No love will there
EVER be for me!!
Secret Lover
My love
My love
He holds my heart...
Well part!!
Better than none!
He calls me Hon
-
My mind often drifts
off
To the thought of
when we'll met,
When he'll wrap
his arms round me;
He says he loves
me,
Swears the truth!
Hurt is all I know...
Hurt that comes
every night
Hurt is my only
need and love.....
is mealy an emotion
uncalled for
And uncalled for
is he!
Darling Dear
Filled my head with
doubt
and broke me with
fear
drown by my tears
in a sea of hate
broken darling dear. |
