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June 18, 2001

 
 
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No More

I'VE A THOUSAND MILES 
SEEN IT A MILLION TIMES 
CAN'T SEEM TO UNDERSTAND IT 
I THINK I'LL FADE AWAY 
AND LEAD A LIFE THAT'S GREAT 
ON A FAR AND DISTANT PLANET 

CLOSE MY EYES DRIFT AWAY 
TO A PLACE WHERE NOTHING CAN HURT ME 
WAKE UP WET IN MY OWN SWEAT 
WILL THESE SLEEPLESS NIGHT NEVER END 

I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW 
THAT I'M HERE TO STEAL THE SHOW 
I DON'T NEED YOUR SHIT NO MORE 
I FINALLY UNDERSTAND 
I'VE GOT THE UPPER HAND 
I DON'T NEED YOU BITCH NO MORE 

I HAD A DREAM YOU WERE THERE 
YOU WERE GIVING HEAD FOR A FIN 
YOU'RE ON YOUR KNEES YOU AIM TO PLEASE 
TOO BAD THAT GUY HAS GOT HERPES 

I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW 
THAT I'M HERE TO STEAL THE SHOW 
I DON'T NEED YOUR SHIT NO MORE 
I FINALLY UNDERSTAND 
I'VE GOT THE UPPER HAND 
I DON'T NEED YOU BITCH NO MORE 

THIS IS MY MESSAGE TO YOU 
YOU'RE A SLUT SO FUCK YOU 
SOMETHING HAPPEND IN MY ABSENCE 
YOU CHANGED WAY TOO MUCH 
YOU BECAME OUT OF TOUCH 
I'M NOT GONNA STRAIN MY BRAIN 

TRYIN' TO FIGURE OUT WHAT THE HELL HAPPEND TO YOU 
WHAT CAN I SAY IT WAS FUN WHILE IT LASTED 
NOW I KNOW THE TRUTH THE TRUTH THAT'S INSIDE OF YOU 
AND NOW I'M HERE TO SAY... 

I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW 
THAT I'M HERE TO STEAL THE SHOW 
I DON'T NEED YOUR SHIT NO MORE 
I FINALLY UNDERSTAND 
I'VE GOT THE UPPER HAND 
I DON'T NEED YOU BITCH NO MORE 

-Hugh Dogg-
Copyrighted 2000 NFM Productions.


A trial of heart 

I don't know why, you are the way you are. 
So  filled with confusion, from abraod and afar. 
In a way though, I can begin to understand, 
"Your too nice, too fast," It must be a scam. 
Meanwhile my heart takes the stand , 
in the court of your love..... 
Your Fears the Prosecution, 
Your Conscious the Judge. 
Your Emotions the Jury. 
Your tears the evidence. 
For the outcome, the verdict, the defendant waits in suspense. 
The charge is unnecessary caring, 
the plantiff is your soul. 
The Jurys raging wildly, 
the judge is losing control. 
The evidence is clear, the charge cannot be true. 
But the jury's is turning against the defense, 
What am I to do. 
In this trail of ours, complicated by my attorney happiness, 
my heart found guilty as charge, 
I'm not even on her list. 

-Richard Woods- 


-Untitled- 

Time is a temptation to bring a mortal soul to accept a tragic death 
when love is the betrayer of the needful hearts happiness 
but the souls of those not yet spent in endless hours of sorrows 
in the dungeon of the mind 
shall not keep the destiny of one lost lifes certain fate 
from being the greater tragedy which we have come to hold 
so dearly in contempt 

-William Night- 


*My Special Friends* 

The moment I got off that plane 
I had no plan on any lane. 
I wished that I'd have friends 
till it all had to end. 
I planned on staying in all the day long 
but I realized I had to be strong. 
So I walked out the big door 
and realized there was much much more. 
I met a log of nice people around
and thank got I didn't drown. 
I'm glad to be part of something 
some what like a king. 
If it weren't for you all 
I wouldn't be standing so tall. 
I thank all of you 
for being a part of my life too. 
I know I'm going to look back in a couple years 
but when I cry, they'll be happy tears. 
When I'm down and feeling blue 
you guys are all so very true. 
It seems to be when I've got problems of my own 
you all are there in my zone. 
I know I've got nothing in return yet 
but thank god we met. 
One of these days I'll come back 
and pay you all back for what you all gave, now that's a fact. 
I know that one day we'll all split up 
but later in the future we'll be saying "whaz'up?" 
I hope we'll all be friends forever 
and have nothing to do with the word "never". 
I trust you all with my life 
I'd even stab myself with a knife. 
If it had to be, I'd be the one to die. 
cause I know you all, and that's not a lie. 
I try my best to not mess up our freind-ship 
and I hope our boat won't flip. 
All you girls and boys were keeping me here 
and for some reason I have no fear. 
If I was to die, would you all put me under ground? 
and when I'm in heaven you'll all be found. 
I don't know what I'd do 
to lose any one of you. 
It's like ever day we smoke up some weed 
and I wonder if we really do need. 
If I could I'd take all the problems away from everyone 
and enjoy life and have some fun. 
I'd like to make it straight to you all 
you guys are like sisters and brothers to me, so lets all stand tall. 

-Kitty- 


-Untitled- 

when fate is mine to suffer in a silent muse 
while others grieve tomorrows loss 
the past shall cling in faded memories of my youth
when my soul can no longer be held accost 

when time is counted as the sea 
for wretched souls empty inside 
then this moment shall be but a sweeter memory to me 
though the pain in my heart will surely never die 

-William Night- 


-Untitled- 

burn a cigarette in my mind 
waste a little time 
and think of you 
someones knocking at my door 
should i answer 
or wait for you some more 

falling farther from the world 
do another line 
think im feeling find 
got a little time to kill 
shadows closing in 
afraid of where i am 
forgotten where ive been 
just want to hold your hand 

bleeding heart and i lose control 
let it rain numb away the pain 
scar another vein 
then maybe ill feel whole 
hearing voices in my head 
think im crazy 
maybe im just brain dead 

-William Night- 


God's Lucky Charms 

Her time went by pretty fast, 
but while she lived her time did last 
I can't believe she's gone for good 
I don't think there was a day she ever stood. 
We gave her all the best 
now she must lay and rest. 
If I could I'd give her my life 
and stab myself with a knife. 
I miss holding her in my arms 
but she's now god's lucky charms.
She wasn't even a year old 
but worth more than a handful of gold. 
In my heart she will always be 
and I know she can now see. 
She hardly ever did cry 
even when the doctors had to retry. 

-Kitty- 


Will you ever forgive me? 

I'm sorry for all I've done 
I should have thought twice 
I have to tell you the truth 
you're just way too nice. 

I awake every morning 
with a smile on my face 
I wonder if life 
is all one big race. 

Like I said in the beginning 
you're in my heart 
I promise you 
It's been there from the start. 

I sit here and my body tingles 
I feel as though I want to die
I don't know what to say or do 
Do I have to say good-bye? 

A tear drops from my eye 
as I hold more in 
I can't believe I did what I did 
I feel as though It was a sin. 

Will you ever forgive me? 
Will you ever understand? 
Will you please stay with me 
and give me a helping hand? 

-Kitty-


holding me in your arms 
making me feel a lot much better 
when I got too close I fell to my knees 
and my heart had to shedder. 
I can't believe I must leave 
the one I dearly love. 
I feel as though you could come with me 
and always be my special dove. 
Romanceis what it's all about. 
That's what this is. 
When I do leave, I'll never forget 
our first and last kiss. 
I'll never forgive you 
that's one promise I'll keep 
and before I sleep 
my dreams about you 
will awake me. 
I just can't go 
and leave you be. 
What am I to do, 
and what am I to say. 
It's like I can't stop thinking about you 
not even for a day. 
Tears drop from my eyes 
almost every night. 
It's like I must do it, 
and mentally fight. 
If this was a dream, 
I'd awake to find you 
and I'd let you know 
I really do love you too! 
I wouldn't have to go away, 
so far away. 
but I know I'll call you 
to see if you're okay. 
you must know, I 
love you with all my heart. 
I'm just so sorry 
we will be miles apart. 
Distance won't stop 
me from loving you, 
I hope you also 
feel that way too! 

-Kitty-